Big B relies on others for his decisions

New Delhi, July 23 (IANS) Bollywood megastar Amitabh Bachchan can't take his decisions on his own, or so he says in his latest blog entry.

"My decisions on films that I have done, am doing and perhaps shall do in future, have always been led by factors that have been guided by what others feel about it rather than what I assess. I am terrible at that. Deciding what to do is a malaise with me," Amitabh posted on his blog www.bigb.bigadda.com.

The veteran actor, who is currently in Los Angeles for his ongoing world concert "Unforgettable", says if has to take decisions alone, he would probably not be anywhere.

"I love and prefer being guided than to lead," he stated and added: "I would still tolerate a bad decision for me than the rigours of self-judgement. And my argument in defence is that if I have survived so far and so long with these attributes, I would rather not change. God knows what change would do."

Amitabh's most awaited release of the year "Sarkar Raj" co-starring his son Abhishek and daughter-in-law Aishwarya Rai did not fare well at the box office but at the moment he is rejoicing the success his world tour which got an overwhelming response in Toronto and the Caribbean.